Outfit

Hello everyone! I have really missed not posting for the last week and I am certainly looking forward to catching up with your blogs this weekend.

To be honest, I have had another very difficult and overwhelming week regarding university. As I said last week, I am worried that I won't pass my subjects and that it will all be too much and too difficult for me and this makes me feel nervous. In a way I feel like I have scared myself so much that I don't even want to try. I feel like I have reached the point where I cannot take any more studying and I cannot apply myself or actually bring myself to do the work anymore. The emphasis on independent learning and study days make me feel lonely and I'm finding them hard to get through and something which I can't handle well right now. I really wish I could quit right now and I honestly don't know what I am going to do. Everyone that I know tells me that I am the sort of person who will regret quitting but it feels like it would make me feel happy again. At the moment I am just going along with things, attempting the work but not engaging in it, existing but not living and hoping that somehow things will get better and that I will find my way.

I chose this outfit because I wanted to wear something bright and colourful. The weather has become noticeably colder this week and it makes me dread the thought of winter in a couple of months. I know that for most of you this weather would not be cold at all but it is for me because it is what I am used to here in Australia.













Thank you to all of you for supporting me. Temporarily escaping into the world of blogging and dressing up in a nice outfit are two of the few things that can make me feel a bit better right now.